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Month: January 2012

Feelings!?!

Many of my readers I have gotten feedback from on my blog all seem to have one thing in common: They want to read more about my true feelings!

Well that sounds easy enough, but I do not think about my feelings as much as possible. In this industry to survive without a family or drug addiction means having the ability to tune out parts of your feelings. Of course I am beyond tired of men telling me “You are beautiful” and “You do not belong in a place like this” as they choose a toothless girl to grind on their lap an hour later. Merely because she will go above and beyond my limits/ boundaries. The story of Mankind.

Being viewed as an object and not a human, let alone an individual, is beyond not fun at many moments.

Zi-Fi

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You Cant Tame These…

It is the end of the month, therefore the money in the club is near nonexistant. There are many dancers/strippers here with the bills that accompany the first of the month on their minds. The stress and willingness to go above and beyond for a dollar fill the air.

A quick escape was just what I needed! Awwwh!

Zi-Fi

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My Voice

I write to have a voice. My voice was taken away the moment I walked into a strip club years ago. I signed up to be viewed as an object. Years ago I thought that was a blessing, but now it is almost a curse. However, it is what it is.

Ignorance is no excuse.

It is very true my best nights have been when I said the least and just nodded and smiled. Original thoughts do not belong in a strip club. I clench my jaw constantly nowadays, after years of conditioning. Actually saying my true thoughts and not just what I think or know the other person wants to hear is very difficult!

Good realization… I found my voice.

Zi-Fi

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Oophs I Did It Again!

Music is a very territorial thing in strip clubs to dancers! It is one thing that can make the night not seem so dark and the club not so dingy.

In order to get our specific music in our playlists, we have to tip the Dj. Money motivates everyone who works at the clubs, not just dancers!

Therefore, remember the secrets I keep before biting the hand that feeds you.

Zi-Fi

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Really!?! …. YES ITS SO :/

Here I sit on a Friday night biting my tongue. I received the you are just here to be a pretty naked body talk from the owner tonight. And he is right! It may be sad, but it is true.

Who do I think I am to debate with a drunken customer? Better chance of getting the customer’s wallet then changing his life view.

Zi-Fi

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