Month: September 2012
Some of the best gifts I get are things that improve the quality of my daily life. Simple little things, from vitamins to diamonds, make me smile.
When someone buys me something like vitamins, I know they care about my well being and/or pay attention when I talk.
…When I get jewelry I know they do both!
Gifts are amazing!
The very first club I started dancing at years ago, is now closed. The owner recently passed away and the doors were closed soon after. I had to go see with my own two eyes when I recently returned home from Washington.
Another chapter in my life is now closed!
I visited the strip club I worked at for three years, in Eugene, on Monday night. It was nice to reminisce about the structure I had at the beginning of my career, as a dancer.
I used to work almost every Sunday night(for three years) and the cook would make me mashed potatoes with broccoli, cheese, and fried tofu. The owner did always ask me if I had eaten and was trying to fatten me up, even back then. Regular customers would even bring in baked goods and other gifts to brighten my day.
The beginning, when I was new and on my best behavior, I worked here. Slowly, I began to make more money and drink more. I became apart of the industry without even knowing it. The moment I began living the dancer lifestyle, and it was no longer just a job, was when I was put on the cover of the Eugene Weekly Newspaper for dancing. My dancer persona was something I created and it snowballed for years.
Little did I know that I needed to learn to control it and find boundaries.
“When I’m good I’m very, very good, but when I’m bad, I’m better.”
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