“Loneliness is a complex and usually unpleasant emotional response to isolation or lack of companionship. Loneliness typically includes anxious feelings about a lack of connectedness or communality with other beings, both in the present and extending into the future. As such, loneliness can be felt even when surrounded by other people. The causes of loneliness are varied and include social, mental or emotional factors.”
Thank you! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loneliness
After only being here in Las Vegas a few days my loneliness has set in. Going to Houston to dance for Thursday, Friday, and Saturday night will help and I recruited some sugar babies to meet me back in Vegas when I return to play and network. Plus, I finally get to meet Mr. Houston in the flesh, which is a large perk of working in Houston!
Being in a big city and meeting a ton of people, but no one who wants to invest the time to see you as a real person hurts. In Vegas every woman is an object. A business planner/life coach that I met for a drink this week even was brash enough to tell me if I went anywhere alone in Vegas I would look like a prostitute. Well, way to give me a complex and make me feel uncomfortable.
My realization that I need to find like minded people to be around is priceless. I can even import sugar babies to play. Everyone wants to play in Vegas and be around people who understand our lifestyles.
Understanding and affection with intimacy are human needs.