Since I have returned, I have heard some very interesting stories of what happened while I was on vacation. This was the longest vacation I have taken in years, so the stories are wilder then ever before. Interesting to see the power struggle from an outside point of view. Especially after working in California!

What causes such madness?….

Many desperate girls together with the goal of making money and viewing each other as competition?

Darwinism at its finest!

Or is it Reverse Darwinism?


“Reverse Darwinism: survival of the most idiotic.”
Alan Grant

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Many Faces

“A woman has many faces as she goes through her life. It’s like we need more than one hair-do. We have many, many changes in the evolution of our lives. We have, we learn, and we grow; we view life differently, and life views us differently.”
~Sharon Stone 

I learned in California just how many different sides people can have.
Sometimes to the extreme, both good and bad!

And more then I have seen in my fake fantasy land, that is part of my reality!

Reality is relative to What and Who you know and what you assume!

Personal evolution always seems to be the answer!
Both internal and external!


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My Small Pond

Vacation was amazing! Just going away to a big city where no one recognizes me from work is Amazing!

It hit me vividly in the face that I have grown too big for my pond today. Early in the afternoon I went over to another dancers house to drop off her makeup bag. We had done our makeup together for work the night before and she had left it at my office on accident. So, I was returning it to her.

She lives very close, so I just ran over to her house in pjs on my way to tan. I Even threw on some big sunglasses. Well shocker! As I was getting in my car to leave, I heard a girl yelling my stage name. I looked around and next door was a girl that I used to work with (about a year ago) hanging out her front door. Really? Who does that?

Do people not understand Personal time!?!


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California Good Feeling

Every trip I go on seems to have its own theme song!

“Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, sometimes I get a good feeling, yeah
I get a feeling that I never never never never had before, no no
I get a good feeling, yeah
Oh oh, sometimes I get a good feeling, yeah
I get a feeling that I never never never never had before, no no
I get a good feeling, yeah”
~Flo Rida

My driving contradiction

Randomly, every time I got in the car this song would come on the radio. I had never heard it before California.

Love it!

Check out the video

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Tie My Hands

Last night, I got my first threat/warning at work for writing the truth about my home club in Oregon. I write the good, bad, and ugly about the “glamorous life.” Due to the mainstream perception that the strip club industry is amazing and easy money!

I was shocked at this threat/warning because I greatly censor myself when writing about my home club! I have been there for years and have seen more then I could ever put in words! Or ever even want to admit to seeing!


“You tie my hands what am I gonna be?
What have I done so bad?
What is my destiny?
You tie my hands what I am I suppose to see?
What have I done so bad?
What am I gonna be?”
~Lil Wayne

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