Pot Interviews

This past week I skyped with a Pot from the south. We discussed a fetish and I entertained the idea of going outside my comfort zone. Defining my boundaries is a never-ending job.

What is the price of a personal first? What is the price for entertaining the unknown? … There is always a price!



3 Comments on Pot Interviews

  1. sally
    September 20, 2013 at 6:55 pm (4 years ago)

    it is so sad you sell every bit of yourself – nothing wrong just selling sex – and of course keeping some hnner core of yourself hidden – but you make it apparent your inner self is for sale – such as it is – and you feel so alone – I think you should try to like yourself more, and then you might not feel so alone…..

    I know how hard your parents worked to give you everything you have, and yet you scream how unloved you feel….you post platitudes mistaking them for genuine feelings – you talk about compassion, yet you have none – you sell yourself while thinking somehow you are above the fray – you envision yourself a writer yet you cannot spell, much less articulate, the most mundane….

    you are spoiled for no reason other than your parents did so – and now you feel entitled to more – believing your sexuality ENTITLES you somehow – those that believe as you do, are so unhappy – you reach out to others – sometimes with a soft whisper sometimes with a sharp stab – looking to provoke – because that’s the only way you can feel…and you never give, everything you offer is for sale – making it all the less valuable….

    You are unable to feel what the rest of us do – and convince yourself you are somehow superior – when actually it’s a lack –

    i know you’re scared – that’s why you behave as you do – you’re afraid there’s no one behind the curtain….. and in your case – I believe that may be right… some can still find their emotions, located under years of fear – mistreatment – ugly – but people like you – treated well – believing their very existence is proof positive of their superiority, when actually you contribute nothing to this planet…. you are s.c.a.r.e.d. and I don’t blame you and you should be…..

    but it doesn’t have to be this way – the best way for you to feel important – to get the approbation that you are so obviously striving for – is to… actually think of others!

    and again, I’m sorry you feel so disconnected – you make it clear you want, and need, others to care for you – but you show and make clear, you don’t like anyone!

    you damn your family with faint praise (that saying is from a very famous play that if you attended CC you could learn about :0 ) your point is “you’re too cool for school” and no one else is cool enough to “get you” and every man should spend $ just to spend time with you –

    you don’t even follow the old geisha method of at least warranting the money a man might spend on you by being well versed in certain areas…. educated…. you reign on high from a throne of beauty and ????? what do you offer? is beauty is your answer ? pics – museums – porn – you are a human being offering nothing to the man you want to pay your way – nothing to the planet where you reside…and yet you pass judgement so freely on others…..

    one last note – the pain you’ve brought to your family is unimaginable – and yet somehow you think you are more important – you are not kind – you are not honest

    • Zi-Fi
      September 22, 2013 at 3:55 pm (4 years ago)

      I am sorry that you feel that way. :(


      • Exa
        September 22, 2013 at 4:49 pm (4 years ago)

        Wow!!! I can’t say that I know you as this commentor claims to, but I can say that they are wrong. What’s more, how incredibly unkind to publically “shame” you. Who gave them the power and/or right to pass judgement? If this person truly feels this way, then they should approach you privately to discuss it. I hope this righteous person feels better, knowing that they have scolded you; while making themselves look like a pious asshole! Xoxo

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