Strip Club Journals 2018


Never did I imagine, I would still be writing this blog three years after retiring from stripping. I started Strip Club Journals in 2010 to process the emotions and experiences I faced in the adult industry. So where do I go from here?… Well the “real world” is without clear boundaries and this makes people flop like a fish trying to create their own boundaries. After leaving the adult industry, I found people actively trying to erode my personal boundaries and telling me I did not need them any longer because I was no longer surrounded by predators in the adult industry.

Well, these people are the predators. When people try to talk you out of your boundaries they are really just trying to manipulate you! This is something that is overwhelmingly common in the “real world”. Yes, people in the adult industry may try to talk you out of your boundaries. However, when you say “No” they normally stop trying or move onto someone else who is more willing to change their boundaries without a fight. The path of least resistance is a lot cheaper in the adult industry, but in the “real world” people can afford to try to erode your boundaries because there is no cost to them for trying. Talk about confusing and unacceptable!

Where do I go from here with all this information? What kind of books will I write in the future? Will the “real world” get easier as the stigma of the adult industry fades? How do I incorporate all this information into my writing? Have you read about Narcissists? How is our culture becoming more and more like two people who use each other as a tool for masturbation?… So the questions are overwhelming… Stay tuned as I find the answers!

Happy New Year!



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2 Comments on Strip Club Journals 2018

  1. ChosenK
    January 3, 2018 at 10:20 am (10 months ago)

    I just want to tell you how much of an inspiration you are to me and reading you’re blogs has put so much of “my story” in perspective for me to actually understand now. It’s incredible! I have been telling myself, and have been told by one of my past therapist my story is worth sharing with the world. I am proud of you and thank you for sharing ur story , you don’t know how much you did for me! Thank you xoxoxo

    • ZiFi
      January 3, 2018 at 1:18 pm (10 months ago)

      You made my week! Thank you so much for the kind words. I am so blessed to have been able to help you with my story. The more people talk about the barriers in their lives the sooner the taboos go away! May your life be filled with clarity and knowledge that you are never alone! Xoxo

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