Let me just state that this is not my normal kind of blog post that is focused on research and facts. This energy report is based on the energies in the collective conscious and my translations of how they will effect cluster b personality disordered individuals. The energies of the stars effect us all differently based on our constitution. If you prefer my fact based blog posts, just simply click on a different link to your right or at the bottom of this post.
The Virgo super full moon is full of energies that will cause havoc for cluster b personality disordered individuals. On all full moons cluster b personality disordered individuals become more erratic and predictably unpredictable. Due to this being a super moon the energies will be stronger and the reactions more dramatic. Drama and cluster b personality disorders go hand in hand.
There is a focus to looking within, being honest about who we are, and who we want to be on this Virgo full moon. This will lead cluster b personality disorders to avoidance with projecting and finding fault with the people in their lives, especially family members. If they do take stock of who they are, it will not be an accurate assessment. They will see themselves as the victim and take this out on the people around them(more than normal).
As a collective we are moving into the divine feminine energy and with this shift cluster b personality disorders will feel more out of control. Feminine energy is about releasing and receiving. Cluster b personalities like to control and dominate rather than relax and see where their efforts divinely take them. Thus, this shift is something they are very resistant to.
In the age of Aquarius, there will be a reoccurring theme of letting go of control and letting the divine lead us to our destiny. With this lack of control feeling being more dominate than normal, cluster b personalities will be grasping for control where ever they can find it. Do not take it personally if they try to dominate you in an effort to feel in control of their own life. However, you do not have to accept this behavior. Make a point to let them know that moving forward this behavior will not be acceptable.
Take care of yourself and your own growth this Virgo super full moon. The veil to the other realms is thin. Relax and download the information that will help you achieve your higher purpose. Your intuition is strong, allow this to lead you to where you need to be.
The Aquarius new moon was a powerful one for cluster b personality disorders and not in a pleasant way. Aquarius is associated with visionaries and dreams of the future manifesting. Thus, people tend to get in touch with their personal power and their ability to manifest. This makes cluster b personality disordered individuals feel out of control because they are rooted in the 3D world, the tangible and physical world. Grasping concepts of dreams fueled by personal power rather than control and domination is something outside of their spectrum of emotions and reminds them of their inferiority.
The projections were strong this past week. In order to deal with these feelings of inferiority, cluster b personality disordered people aimed to bring everyone down to their level, or right under them to be exact. You are the one with the issues and problems, not them. It is your fault that they felt out of control and not able to harness the energies of the Aquarius new moon. If they could not harness theses energies to manifest they were going to do everything in their power to block you from doing so as well. If you were put in a situation this past week that was aimed to make you feel small and powerless by a cluster b personality disordered person, good. This means your potential and ability to grasp your personal power is threatening to them.
The age of Aquarius is going to leave cluster b personality disordered individuals wanting for what they once had. As we navigate our way into higher dimensions they cannot access, they will be left behind. Allow this time to be a reminder that you possess something they will never have the option of possessing. You have the ability to move into the age of Aquarius knowing you have not seen your full potential yet. Your personal power is still growing, because as we grow into living in higher vibrations our power increases. Do not let cluster b personality disordered individuals steal your personal power.
Leave a comment and let me know if you like this kind of post. What experiences did you have this past week? Stay strong my friends.
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What is gang stalking?
Gang stalking is simply a form of community mobbing and organised stalking combined. Just like you have workplace mobbing, and online mobbing, which are both fully recognised as legitimate, this is the community form.
Gang stalking is organised harassment at it’s best. It the targeting of an individual for revenge, jealousy, sport, or to keep them quiet, etc.
It’s organised, widespread, and growing. Some describe this form of harassment as, “A psychological attack that can completely destroy a persons life, while leaving little or no evidence to incriminate the perpetrators.”
Growing up in a narcissistic extended family cult means you never get to forget the past and/or where you come from. The people/family members left behind will forever go out of their way to remind you they still exist and a complete escape is impossible. The heard mentality of a narcissistic family cult is all they have when it comes down to it. The one who escapes threatens their shared reality and their self worth. If you escaped that means they failed to escape, and there really is a world out there beyond the madness they perpetuate.
Kudearoff Family and Associates,
I invite you to keep up your toxic antics, but know I will be publicly sharing my experiences with gang stalking from now on. This is your warning and your way out of my story. No longer will I suffer in silence.
After learning about Narcissists and Cluster B Personality Disorders, my whole life changed. No longer did I try to connect with my family and/or my partner in life. Finally realizing that “these people” are never going to understand me or my way of thinking. I found freedom from the chains that had held me stuck for a lifetime. The gap I had tried to bridge was like trying to get a black and white television to play in Technicolor. Cluster B personality disordered people are very much like a black and white television.
Realizing and coming to terms with the fact that I grew up in a Russian Orthodox Narcissistic multi-generational family cult was overwhelming. The facts went together easily, but the feelings in my heart did not follow with such ease. I still find myself pushing my emotional spectrum onto my family members and ex-partner in vain. For now, I know that biologically they do not have the ability to understand how my mind works and/or see the world in Technicolor.
After learning about my family, my partner, and narcissism my world collapsed as I knew it. I was no longer the “crazy” person I had been raised to believe I was. I am literally the only sane person in a large extended family where herd mentality rules. Learning that my struggles throughout my life had a rhyme and reason was the largest dose of freedom I have ever received.
How can one continue on this journey in life without having a spiritual awakening after learning of the lies they lived for a lifetime?
After narcissistic abuse, we are left a shell of who we once were. Recovery is a time for rebuilding and remembering who we are and who we want to be. This is one of the largest parts of recovery, because often we did not even realize we lost part of ourselves until it was too late. The little pieces of our soul we gave away willingly to make other people happy add up and we are left with a hole in our hearts and souls. Rebuilding your self-esteem is an essential part of narcissistic abuse recovery.
Here are 16 tips to build self-esteem:
- Avoid negative self talk and stop the inner critic.
- Connect with people you love.
- Learn to be assertive.
- Take care of yourself-practice self-care.
- Be mindful.
- Change your story(your inner narrative).
- Practice forgiveness with yourself and others.
- Use positive affirmations.
- Learn to accept compliments.
- Affirm your worth-make a list of your positive qualities.
- Practice gratitude.
- Be kinder to other people
- Try something new.
- Stop comparing yourself to others.
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