Zi Morning Rambles-Present

My Mornings

This morning, I woke up with many things on my mind. Thinking too much is one of my favorite past times, but sometimes I have light bulb moments that make the sleepless nights worthwhile. Today was one of those moments.

In my transition from stripper/sugar baby to “real life”, there have been way too many things to observe and analyze about myself, my life, my lifestyle, and society. However, this morning I had a break through. I always ask myself why I was a successful sex worker? Why was it the career I kept the longest and still look back on with fond memories? (Yes, I did work in corporate America before I entered the adult industry.)

It all comes down to my emotions and childhood. I know we are all thinking Daddy issues right? The funny part is I learned emotional work from my Mother. She taught me not to expect it out of men and rarely from herself. If I wanted to have a meaningful relationship with her I had to make up for her emotional shortcomings from a very young age.

Growing up in a Communist culture in a Capitalist society in small town Oregon was full of dysfunctions that gave me the desire to get away. And also prepared me with the skill set to be successful in the adult industry.




I am learning every day to allow the space between where I am & where I want to be to inspire me & not terrify me.

Rihanna Strip Club Contest

Some members of the music industry do value and realize the hype strip clubs provide. Rihanna realizes(as a musican) the adult industry and strip clubs have a large audience, which will only help with her exposure. Therefore, she has creeated a contest for strip club DJs and Entertainers as a way to get them to promote her new song, “Bitch Better Have My Money.” This contest is exclusively for strip club Djs and Entertainers!

The rules are simple and the contest was promoted on last weeks Tony Batman Talk Show( 

Step #1 Find your favorite Dj(or Entertainer as a DJ).

Step #2 This is a contest judged on skill. They are asking for DJs and Strippers to create a music video to Rihanna’s new song, “Bitch Better Have My Money.”

Step #3 Must be at least 21 years of age at time of taping of video and work in a strip club in one of the 50 United States, as well as the District of Columbia. Any affliation of with Def Jam Recordings and Rock Nation L.L.C. or its affliates and subsidaries, or other companies involved will be a disqualification(even if an immediate family member is involved with any of the contest companies, affliates, and/or subsidaries it is a disqualification).

Step #4 Contest starts April 24th, 2015 and continues until May 30, 2015 at 11:59pm est. So time to jump on this opportunity!

Step #5 To enter the contest an account on Strip Joints must be created( . Simply follow the rules on the required entry form and get ready for the prizes to come rolling in.

Prizes will be awarded to first and second place winners in the contest and keep in mind the contest is judged on skill.

First place will recieve $4,ooo to be split equally(sent directly) between the Dj and Entetainer. Also, each will recieve an autographed merch item shipped to them directly. 

Second place will recieve $1000 to be split equally and autographed merch items for both the entainer and DJ.

This contest is an example of how mainstream America is realizing the power of the adult industry(aka strip clubs). Let us all jump on this opportunity to create a ripple effect in American maistream society. Plus, some cash and recognition never hurt anyone!

Let the art begin!




Tony Batman Radio Show

“I Love Dem Strippers”

I am blessed.

When I work in Salem, I am surrounded by a few beautiful women who have hearts. They are amazing and I have worked with some for years. We have each evolved in our own diverse journeys in our personal lives. However, our work realities are all the same. We create a fantasy. So, being greeted at work by real smiles and hugs makes a world of difference. Dancing breeds many different problems in a personal life. Therefore, we are the only ones we can relate to in many aspects.

Knowing you are never alone is the only way to survive in this industry.

Big Hugs, Little Kisses to a Certain Few!